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A Bottle of Milk in the Eye

by (Robert Mathis as) The Human Fly

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1.
W/U 01:59
The sky is falling down The money's ashes now As long as you're around, I will be with you The sky is falling down The music has no sound As long as you're around, I will be with you The sky is falling down We'll dance among the clouds As long as you're around, I will be with you The sky is falling down I cry, but I can't frown As long as you're around, I will be with you And nothing will ever be the same I wish that things would never change, but But, oh
2.
Canada 04:35
Everybody has a Canada A place to escape to when yours gets rough Ours is nowhere now Gotta work with the one we’ve got somehow Oh my god, what have you done to me? Oh my god, what have you done to me? We were robbed every middle of the night They think the problem is we aren’t polite Took our house by brick and board Built it into something that we couldn’t afford Oh my god, what have you done to me? Oh my god, what have you done to me? There’s trouble in the air In the water, in the air In the water, I don’t care We all flicker out some time We all flicker out some time We all get hung out to dry We are laundry of the laundry Of the people who survive And we survive because we’re angry, We don’t flicker out and die We are never truly dry Dead leaves that won’t ignite (I like it, I’m not gonna crack // I love you, I’m not gonna crack // I miss you, I’m not gonna crack // I killed you, I’m not gonna crack) Hope’s a disease You can’t catch it if you don’t believe I’ve been sick for half my life I catch it every morning when I kiss you goodbye (But I still think) Oh my god, what have you done to me? Oh my god, what have you done to me? Baby, I'll give what you gave me Shout out to **** (dead name) you saved me All roads were made for repaving Windows and people ain't the same thing Heaven is Earth in the making
3.
Laughing ‘cause it’s making you nervous Playing with the food on your plate I’ve got the same problem This is the future we’re talking about This is the future we’re talking about I am serious So, so serious I want to cry when I look into your eyes A million stars could’ve shot across the sky And I wouldn’t know, I’ve been busy being so Worried ‘bout how or even if we’ll have children Wondering when we’ll move ‘cause it floods Or even if we can Should we be planning a violent attack? Should we pound on the doors ‘till they crack? Or should we plan a wedding And take our destiny back? I want to cry when I look into your eyes A million stars could’ve shot across the sky And I wouldn’t know, I’ve been busy being so Worried The Amazon should just be a forest Our kids might think it’s only a business I’m spent Am I making any sense?
4.
My phone is in a cab The sun becomes the clock There’s paw prints in the sand There’s lizards with bright spots I am feverish and shivering Goodness gracious, what was I thinking Or trying to prove? Your number’s memorized, but The ranger station’s far You’re on with tech support It looks like I’m on Mars I see mirages of slot machines You are the quarters in my pair of jeans, I spend ‘cause it’s there No more favors if I see you again, I swear This love is not a guarantee, not a guarantee I talk up a film I’ve never seen, film I’ve never seen I’ll become what you think of me, what you think of me
5.
Shows 03:26
I love my shows just like a child of my own I love to watch them play all day inside my home I don't need to know what it's like outside They help to make some sense of what this world's become The characters all have real life comparisons So I don't need to know what it's like outside David Berman is gone Can’t hear the fire alarm Frequency off of the chart Frequently dancing alone Friends can exist on a phone Out of my comfort zone Out of something to smoke Out of it Fiona went hard Fiona’s got bars, Fiona was always a ten (out of ten) Do you remember when Everything wasn’t the end I will be on my couch Skylar white in the house Happy that Jesse got out Finally ready to rest I feel alive I already know what it's like outside
6.
Bad 03:30
I went out buying bread I’m so behind on messages I listen to a lunatic, his views are somewhere In the millions My headphones don’t plug into this Light brown paper packages Are cluttering the stairs It’s a bad, bad time but I could get used to it It’s a one-course meal with no alternatives It’s a thousand packs-a-day habit you can’t quit smack the ruler on my wrist repeat the joke again i’m numbing from the medicine a deafening ambulance the homes are like hotels a yuppie breakfast the mural advertisements a linebacker dies from his helmet I’m screaming up a well It’s a bad, bad time but I could get used to it It’s a seven figure cover charge payment you can try to put up points ‘till nobody wins smack the ruler on my wrist And the cop that Lana Del Rey took home Has his own reality TV show Now Normal Fuckin’ Rockwell feels strange But I guess I’ll see how that record ages In 18 months And my brother has an American flag He don’t think much of all the weight it has And my neighbors wear it on all their clothes They’re made where nobody dares to go Where they make the phones And they show what I’m thinking on Instagram It’s a goddamn plan You can’t untangle it, it’s too much So just tie me up
7.
In a city in the future We learned to beat the rain Everybody is a lawyer Everyone is drinking champagne And I am six feet underwater In a watery grave Holding your hand with a smile upon my face They have stolen all our prospects It was fixed right from the start They will try to break your spirit But they can never break your heart And I don’t have to be so stubborn We can talk like it’s all fine ‘Cause I love you till the end of time In a city in the future They finally found a cure To everything that ails us And it’s sold at every store And we both had it when it happened It made us both blind But we still played our favorite board games Every night They have stolen all our prospects It was fixed right from the start They will try to break your spirit But they can never break your heart And I will carry your to-go bag Even if you can’t lift mine ‘Cause I love you till the end of time They have stolen all our prospects It was fixed right from the start They will try to break your spirit But they can never break your heart And I know a God can hear us She’s just waiting for a sign I love you ’til the end of time
8.
Normal 02:40
The curtain’s drawn The life we knew is gone and I’m Washing the dishes twice again Thinking in shorter distances Leave the TV on so the Voices can comfort you to sleep It’s what we need To feel normal again Ambient grief And terror coalesce Into routine I promised you that I would give my best Right now Re-write the maps Pave over the paths that we Built out of unsteady dreams We read about in magazines Wait for it to pass but it Haunts you and dangles the key We think we need To feel normal again It’s out of reach Put it all to rest We’ll make our peace And tidy up for whatever comes next These days are long as love
9.
Amber 03:56
This is not roses, it's an ivy plant Twisting around whatever shape It grows for as long as the form can change That could be you in that photograph Black and white one-piece bathing suit Your grandmother looks uncannily like you I will be there when you don't know me I will be there when you don't know me I will be there when you don't know me And I will sing when you forget the words You say you're gonna die like this some day Even if we make it out alive But if there's a contract, where do I sign? I could preserve you in amber Before you begin to decay But then I would miss everything on the way I will be there when you don't know me I will be there when you don't know me I will be there when you don't know me And I will sing when you forget the words The words The words The words The words
10.
Lily 05:16
Lily I will give you a world you deserve From the clouds to the depths of the earth And your mother will too Lily We will suck all the smog out the sky And we'll clean up the ocean in time So the colors stay blue You are just a concept for now I won't let a single tyrant knock you down I won't let a broken climate scratch you out Before you're alive And even if you can't breathe on your own Even if you don't enjoy the radio I will find in you a will I've never known To survive (Promise) Are you the light, Hare Krishna Or are you as cold as a Hallelujah? Leonard's 81st draft of a verse never done Do I cut you? Do I move on? Lily Please forgive us for wasting your time We are not prepped for you to arrive Everything's laced with doom Lily You're the greatest hope that I've got That the earth isn't destined to rot And the flowers will bloom You are just a concept for now I won't let a single tyrant knock you down I won't let a broken climate scratch you out Before you're alive And even if you can't breathe on your own Even if you don't enjoy the radio I will find in you a will I've never known To survive Do I move on?

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Recorded and released in 2020 without so much as a whisper. Was released largely to the company of devout friends and family, but is now available here.

More of a "solo album" than a proper "The Human Fly" release, but remains here for posterity's sake.

Constructed at home using a few microphones, analog and digital instruments, and a collage of sounds/samples collected from YouTube, TikTok, voice memos taken at political demonstrations, and more.

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released October 16, 2020

Written and Recorded by Robert Mathis
Mixed by Heather Jones
Mastered by Jeremy Kinney
With Contributions From Lucy Mink

If you would like to pay for this record, any proceeds will be 100% matched with a donation to Black and Pink. To learn more, go to www.blackandpink.org .

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5-piece making eclectic alt-folk hailing from Philadelphia and New York. Powered by friendship.

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